One thing that really surprised myself, when I think about it: I’ve never done anything in Tim Holtz’s style!
It was my husband who actually said:
“How often do you make anything ‘Tim Holtz’s style’?”
I said:
“Ehhh… Never!”
It’s crazy! I never tried. I love Tim Holtz. I remember when I first found his work, in some of my old Design Original books, probably one sent to me from a dear friend in America, before Tim Holtz was known. I have been a fan ever since.
Tim Holtz seems to be so nice, so encouraging, so friendly – but he’s (at the same time) absolutely brilliant… Hmm… I think I understand myself a bit. I’m intimidated!
“You think you need to be good immediately”, my husband said.
Yes, that’s true. Very true, when I dare to admit it.
The tricky thing with mixed media is that it’s a process. Finnabair says that you have to go through that “icky stage”. I feel like I am in that icky stage all the time! Mixed media is not like painting. I feel I’m in control when I’m painting. Mixed media is not like that. At all. It’s chaos. For a long time. Then it may clear up. Just may. But the scary thing is that I never dare to believe it does.
But it does. At least it become much better.
But it is scary!
Still, the process is mesmerizing!
I started with the stuff I thought I’d use. Picked my stencils. Got the paper out. Embellishments. I picked colours. Buttons. Flowers. Painted, stencilled, glued, painted, sprayed, painted, glued some more, inked, stamped… over and over… Well, that’s pretty much it.
Anyhow. It cleared out after hours. I don’t know how many.


The most important is to:
- Let go!
- Don’t overplan!
- Dry everything before a new layer is started! (This is tricky!)
- Fix stuff in the end.
- Don’t worry if it’s too flowery. Tim Holtz may not have made this, but actually, I did!
I don’t know why I love mixed media. It may be because it’s so hard to control. Maybe it’s because I feel it doesn’t come so easy. It’s challenging.
Maybe that’s why I need it!